On the inside, in my heart I’m cancerman, strong and powerful, but in my body it’s more like Steve Austin... metal rods and titanium screws replace what was alive in me, part of me, my spine, is not mine, It’s manufactured, technology that ment to help. And I’m grateful for it, yet, it’s the pain. It’s turning your head and feeling disconnect, it’s when I look down I can hear inner clanking and when I look up, well, sometimes I can’t even look up. It’s every little movement that you take for granted a million times a day, now it’s a commend of the brain to move, it’s an effort, it’s maybe I just should not.
But my heart is filled with love, and love is energy, and my brain knows that this message I’m giving you, will power you, and will power me to hold on to that millisecond in the morning, between sickness to health, that millisecond without pain and suffering when everything is okay.
Stay safe my friends, share my voice, because for now it’s what I got, so help me yell.
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